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| Thursday, March 9th, 2006 | | 12:54 pm |
Final Post most likly
well it seems like no one ever writes on here anymore so i'm done with it. i got it and everything becaue people were always useing it becasue they felt like this was a safe place to talk and share there feeling with there friends that they are too afraid to say in RL, but sense people think they can't write here me done. well peace out and i will leave u with this, my one last and final quote for here "your destination is a choice within yourself will you rise or become a slave to self righteousness open up your heart and gaze within" Current Mood:  discontent | | Wednesday, March 1st, 2006 | | 1:36 am |
p 1.YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and current street name) CJ North 2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on mother's side first name, favorite candy) Ken sneakers 3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, last four letters of your last name) L ngle 4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal, name of high school) Dog Tri-County 5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (father/mother's middle name, city where you were born) Jean-Rensselaer 6. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME: (name of favorite uncle/aunt, brand of car you drive) Mary Chevy 7. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name) Pan gle meg 8. YOUR GAY PORN SPECIAL MOVE NAME: (least favorite color and least favorite animal) purple mouse 9. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (middle name, and the first street you lived on) William Main | | Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 | | 12:46 pm |
this is the true life of james bond
well i know i havn't wrote on thsi in a while and it seem like no one does anymore, for some reason. i know soem reasons is because they don't people reading it and i understand that, but i know its' always nice to have a place u can vent on or just spill your heart on. and if people can't keep that privite that sucks. well nothing to much has happened with me. just have been doing alot of thinking and everything. i have been hanging out with the gang alot more and that is always fun. i got to love them. been trying to help brandon with his hard times, sense women have to be werid and shit. and now me and callie are talking alot more and i love it. i with i could go back to my junior year adn change things. i would go all the way back to the flordia trip and redo it. god she made my life great and i had to go be a fucking dumbass and ruin things.everyday i hope me and her can get back together,but i don't know if it will. she was the greatest thing that ever happened to me. i wouldn't be the person i am today if she wouldn't of ever came into my life. and everyday i feel my heart tearing more and more apart with out her. but i know god did it for a reason and iknow ihate it but i have to go with what he wants best for her. i miss the things me and her use to do all the time. i remember goign to her house everyday before school and talking to her while she put on her makeup and what not, playing putt putt all the time and letting her win, because she loved to win and make fun of me for lozer but i loved it. and everynight saying i love u too, to someone just feels so great too. well i gtg i will write more later. i will leave ya with this "no one is placed higher than another no matter race or creed or gender we must teach forgiveness and compassion for all life through understanding of our differenceswe will find respect for one another" Current Mood: worried | | Tuesday, February 21st, 2006 | | 4:26 pm |
i was bored so i was like what the just do it
1. when you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was behind you? damn i need to comb my hair 2.how much cash did you spend yesterday? well if u say giving some one money i would say $30 3. what's a word that rhymes with mist? SIST 4. what planet would you live on, if you could? PLUTO, SOULDS LIKE A COOL PLACE 5. who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Jon S 6. what is your favorite ring on your phone? my ring tones suck 7. what is the last band shirt you wore? TC pep band one 8. what do you think of yourself? i think i'm a loving and careing friend that likes to make people laugh 9. what brand of shoes are you wearing? vans 10. night light or pitch black? pitch black 11. what do you think about the (previous) person who took this? that she is so great and i couldn't ask for a better friends. everyone gots to lover her, she is just so much fun to hang out with 13. what were you doing at midnight last night? playing wow 14. what did your last text message say that you received? "will do" 15. where is the nearest valero? probably with whoever knows what the is 16. what's something that you say a lot? damnit, nubsause 17. who told you they loved you last? my mom this morning 18. last furry thing you touched? umm i'll keep thatone a secert..lol well my fat ass cat 19. how many drugs have you done in the past three days? 10millon beers 21. favorite age you have been so far? 18 can do what ever i want 22. your worst enemy? i would have to say a 52 year old man named H2 because he acts like a 13 year old girl 23. what is your current desktop picture? Me as one of my wow guys 24. what was the last thing you said to someone? umm i have no modivation for this class 25. how do you like your eggs? scrambled 26. do you like someone? Yep. 27. the last song you listened to? some rap one becaue we always leave ivy tech with rap playing becasue it's funny to see people reactions with white kis blairing rap....lol Current Mood:  excited | | Tuesday, February 14th, 2006 | | 12:49 pm |
Happy V-Day everyone
well here is this damn holiday, all it does it makes people sad and makes people spend alot of money on shit that really doens't matter right. well i found these song lyrics and they are true i think. it's not the whole song but just the main part. well have one have a good day and study hard I'm reading your note over again. There is not a word that I comprehend, except when you signed it "I will love you always and forever" Current Mood: dorky | | 12:31 pm |
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive Current Mood: bored | | Monday, February 13th, 2006 | | 1:47 pm |
Love
well tomarrow is the big V day. It kinda sucks not having someone to spend it with and to spoil even more on this day. but i know i will one day. Well this weekend was a blast, i didn't play WoW much and that felt good. Friday night i went down to Laf with some people and we had to fit in Kyle's truck witch sucked because there was like 7 of us. I got to hang out with Callie witch was good, it has been so long sense that has happened. and it just felt great. It always seems like people think i'm in a bad mood when i don't talk, but i just like to listen to everyone talk and what not. Just because i dont' talk doens't mean me in a bad mood remember it :). Well Saturday i went to the Guard Comp. with Kyle and Rachile ( or how ever u spell her name) and that was just fun as hell in his truck. she is really crazy and cool. It was good to hang out with Nicki those 2 days too. she is so great and so very funny to. and she did a great job on Saturday and I was very proud of her. Sunday i went to church then i went with Eric down to Laf. and we had a great time. we went and saw Finaldestination 3. it was ok nothing i would see again. Then we just hung out there while he go this oil changed. Then we went to Barns & nobles and i bought my self and new bible so i can start reading it and learning more about it. Later that night we had are bible study and that was great too. learning more everyday and it just feels great. We had the bible study at Jim and Cathy's house, so after words me, eric, jim and cathy were talking and Cathy asked me if me and callie were going to get back together sense her and john broke up. I really didn't know what to say, i would love for that to happen but i dont' know if it will. She still is the greatest thing that has happened to me, and i still love her to death. Who knows maybe one day, we will get back together, if it does happen then it is Faith, and nothing will break the love. Me and eric were talking yesterday and how i was adicted to WoW. and i told him i was, and i know i am very adicted to WoW. i know i need to stop playing but there is nothing else for me to do. so i play it. i was like eric if i did have a g/f or anything like that. i would not be playing wow or be such a gaming lozer. I will leave u with this last note: "it is better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all" Current Mood: grateful | | Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 | | 8:58 pm |
Smile it might make someones day
well things are going alright just pretty much same old same old. well one good thing happened last night callie called me while she was at work. it has been so so so long sense we have talked and then she called and we talked for hours. it was just so great, becaue it's been so long. I really dont' know anything anymore like tonight. she was in a really good mood then the next thing i know she is really depressed looking and acting. i wa slike shit i hope she's alright. i hate seeing people all depressed and shit. she's such a great girl she doesn't need to be depressed. got to take sarah home again, witch is always great too. becasue we like never get to talk anymore, and just those few mins are great. it seems like we dont' get to talk to much and that sucks. i realized that what college does to ya. like i use to talk to Kat all the time and shit and now i dont' even talk to her anymore and it sucks, and the same way with clay cunningham, we use to talk all the time and now i'm lucky if i see him once a year. and i dont' wnat that to happened to any of my other friends and i feel taht happening now, but i just got to remember god it making it happened for a reason, and that no matter what he will make things better in the end. I'll leave ya with this. "Listen to your heart, it will tell u the right thing to do". Current Mood: optimistic | | Monday, February 6th, 2006 | | 11:05 pm |
wonderful
well this weekend was alright. i was just a lozer all weekend and played wow. it was fun. i know i dont' get to see all my friends to much anymore and that sucks. but i'm also making alot of friends too witch is really cool. well sunday went to church and like always it was great. just the feeling of being in church and the precnse of god and what not is just so great. i'm so happy callie showed me the light. and speaking of callie. she called me tonight while she was at work and we talked fora couple of hours i think. i dont' know how long it was but it was just really great to talk to her. it was been so so so long sense me and her have had a convo. we just talked about everything and it was great. it pretty much made my weekend. school just sucks anymore. i really dont know what i want to do anymore. i just really dont 'know about anything anymore, school, life, and everything in the middle. well time to me to get off here. far well to all and to all a good night. i'll leave u with this " Life is short, so live every day like it is your last, and have no regrets" Current Mood: depressed | | Monday, January 30th, 2006 | | 4:59 pm |
another one down
well there goes another weekend down of my life. it was alright, it was pretty much the sam eold thing i do every weekend. i got fatter and i played WoW. it was a good weekend in wow to i don't type it out because it will just be a waste of time. but i know u guys are pissed i didn't go to the game friday night. i just didn't want to go. and i know u guys were tho but i would rather hang out at someone house or shit. well one good thing that happened was i got a very very old friend on facebook. tif glasgo. something lik ethat. so that's all good. well time to go back being a lozer Current Mood:  lazy | | Tuesday, January 17th, 2006 | | 1:06 pm |
/golfclap
well kids nothing really that new. just being the same old lozer that i am. all i did was play wow and get fat this weekend. i know i need to get out and start doing shit becasue i'm a fat fuck. i'm just a lozer and i don't. but i know i really really need to. witch i think i iwll start to do something. so if any of ladies go to the gym or anything to work out let me know so my fat ass can join ya. well class is tarting soon so time to take a night. i will write mor elater Current Mood: depressed | | Thursday, January 12th, 2006 | | 12:52 pm |
schools out for ever
well first week of school is about over and i'm so so happy. school sucks so much. it's not that it is hard it is just so boring. my computer classes are so easy that my sister could do my homework and shit. it sucks. i sit there in class and barly do anywork becaue i'm so bored. it sucks but atleast i got ash H. in my class it help out alot becaue i just talk to her and dont' do much. then my other classes are goign to be a bitch becaue my writing teach won't take my journals on here so i have to write them out withc suck and my math class just sucks becaue i have to write everything out ever tho i can do the problems in my head it sucks ass and i'm ready to get done with theses shit classes and will be able to do all those fun ones some day. but other wise everythign else is doign alright. besides people in RL it's so hard to believe how immature a 52 year old can be. it's so rediculous how big of a childhe is. it gets really annoying then just other people being dicks in the game. wow that gets annoying too and the people that are the worse are the poeple i know in RL so it's like fu to them. but o well i got u guys that all that matters. well going to go peace out Current Mood: geeky | | Monday, January 9th, 2006 | | 2:37 am |
To the new year, and to yall
well well well, school is starting back up again, and that sucks. i really liked not going to school, but i know i have to go. :( well i was going to be liveing with A-ho at the end of the summber, but i can't know. i have no money and my mom won't help me so ya. A-Ho if u read this before i talk to u. i'm really sorry and plz don't be pissed i still love u. and give me a call if u want to. but other wise things are going alright. i just hope she is not mad at me for not being able to move in with her. well i was a huge lozer this past weekend tho. i pulled a stright 38 hour with no sleep just sitting at my computer playing WOW. ya i know i'm a lozer. it's all good tho. i love being a lozer. but i also realized this weekend how much i miss being with someone. i miss having that person to cuddle with, i miss having to call someone everything just to talk for a few. and the list goes on and on. i miss it alot. and i know alot of guys can't say that or won't ever say that. i know everyone thinks kyle has changed, and i think he has too. sense school has been out, i have only talked to him once. which it does suck, because i though me and him were getting closer but how knows anymore. i tjust sucks i dont' really see anyone anymore. and now sense school is starting i will see everyone less then what i was :(. But we all need to go see Hostol. or how ever they spell it. it looks really cool and gorey. but who knows ehh. Well things with WoW are getting crazy too. becaue fucking old men have to act like fucking 13 year old girls. i think it is really funny and it is getting really annoying. i will flip out on them one of these days.and it will feel so good. but i know it would be bad but yet good. well shit it's 3 am. and i need to get some sleep for once. Well peace out all. i miss ya all. and i love all ya too till next time "keep al your cats and dogs spad and denutted" Current Mood: worried | | Wednesday, January 4th, 2006 | | 8:56 pm |
well to the new year
well i know i havn't talked to much on here, but i will do it more tomarrow, but this new year is going pretty good. just same old same old. just got home from church and that was really fun. i love going there, then i stoped by and saw ash, becaue she is great too, besides kyle treating here like shit. everything is going good. don't see how he can do it. i'll just have to beat him up or talk some sense into him. well i'm going to leave here. but leave u with one of the best qoutes or how ever u spell it. "We are born with 2 incurable diseases,life from which we die,and hope which says maybe death isn't the end" hope u liked it peace out Current Mood:  confused | | Sunday, January 1st, 2006 | | 5:56 pm |
me=dumbass
well last night was new years eve, and guess what i did? what every alcholic does, i got drunk as fuck, and i realized that i am a alcholic and i need to stop, and i will. becaue i need to, it's not good for me, so all u guys help me not drink, beat the shit out of me if i do plz, i'll write more later in instnace, and i knew i needed to write and have u guys help me becaue i knwo i have a problem.. l8ter Current Mood:  frustrated | | Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 | | 1:14 am |
Quizes
dont' think i did it right.i just copyed and pasted but here u go Your Hidden Talent Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements. Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you. Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush You're a Romantic Kisser For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet Current Mood:  sick | | Saturday, December 17th, 2005 | | 7:25 pm |
put a smile on your face, it makes the world a better place
well well well, i know alot of people are sad or what not this time of year for some odd reason, but just look at the brightest things in life. like right now things for me are going great. i have the greatest friends ever, me and frankie are hanging out alot more, and he is going to be staying with me for a week now. and it's all great. and tomarrow we got are chrismas program thing, and i cant' wait for it. to show god and jesus how much i love them by singing out and spreading their love to everyone. well ya. i'm just really happy my school is over. it's just had to believe i'm in college and one sem. is done. things have been really crazy this semster, but at the end everything has turned out to be great and i'm happy. i just hope everyone's else is doing better. if not i will make u happy. peace out Current Mood: dorky | | Thursday, December 15th, 2005 | | 2:44 pm |
x-day is coming
well i hope every one is happy school is about over. and i am sorry to say i won't be able to get u guys anything for chrismas :(. i'm really sorry, i just don't have the money right now or u guys know i would get u guys anything in the world. i just hope my love and friendship is good enough this year. well nothing new with me. i'm sitting here in the computer lap just waiting to go to my last class for like 5 mins then i'm done with everything. i just took my last part of my math final i hope i did good on it. sens ei'm 1.4% away from passing the class. i better get it. well i think i might be getting a roommate in like a week, frankie might be moving in, that will be fun. he just needs to get away from where he is at, so i think he is moving in. i'm happy me and him are talking and hanging out again. it makings things alot more fun. o and A-Ho jemery is a kick ass guy. he is lucky to have u. listen to your heart not to everyone else, and remember it's not what's underneath, but what u do that defines you.. peaceout Current Mood: accomplished | | Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 | | 3:27 pm |
I'm i have wife
ya i got married today, i asked ash and she said yes woot. we are going to have tons of kids she said so that should be fun fun :). Well nothing really new just some old shit different day. well i thought that party at ash's friday was a b-day party so that was pretty funny everyone thought. witch is all good. i showed up for a few then everyone was mean so i left :)........... i'm just so happy school is almost over for this semester. so i will just be lazy all day and do nothing at all :) well class is about to start so ya. peace out and wish me good luck with the wife :) Current Mood: mellow | | Tuesday, December 6th, 2005 | | 2:57 pm |
changes
it's really crazy how people can change and things can change so fast. really it does. so everyone knows i am over callie, but when i look back. like almsot a year ago we were trying to get back together and now, we dont' even talk. It seems like when we go far away from eachother we talk more. like when she went to DC we talked more then we had in one month, and when i went to flordia in June, she called me everyday. she even called me that same night i left for flordia. and now i'm lucky if i get to talk to her for like 5 mins at church. And now it seems like me and kyle are getting closer witch i think is really good becaue he's the man, him and brandon are like the brothers that i never had. kyle's the older (not really tho i'm older then he is) more mature one and brandon is the little one that causes trouble and i have to stick up for him. I have also seen kyle has changed some too witch i think i have done that to him but it's all good, i think it's a good change. but life knows is changeing so fast i don't know what to do with it. i have been thinking about quiting school after this year and moving in with my uncle in chicago and try to start up a acting career doign playing and trying broadway. witch i don't think i will ever do but i think would be really fun to do sense i have no clue what i want to do with this thing called my life yet. Me and frankie still want to open a cyber cafe somewhere withc i think would be so cool, then ic an make the big bucks doing what i love gaming. i know u guys think i'm a lozer for not getting out much but it's what i'm good at and i love doing it. it lets me forget about everything else in the world, time and jsut everything. o ya another thing that has changed alot is me and sarah's relationship and i think sense prom last year me and sarah have gotten alot closer and became better friends witch is the coolest thing else sense she keeps face and i dont' know what i would do with out her. she is the greatest kid ever, her family and nate dont know how lucky they have to have that specail girl. she will be presidnt one do. or someone close to it i bet all the money and all my possecions on that one. well time for me to stop too much talking and class starts soon l8ter dogs..lol Current Mood: mellow |
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